In march this year, I wrote this: I

want to live a life like "For

Lovers Who Hesitate" in my notebook.

Although it sounds pretty weird and makes no sense when you read it, it is actually pretty serious and not written on a whim.

Everytime I hear this song and watch the mv, my heart beats slow down, time slows down and I feel calm. This

song is magical. This song feels like home. The mellow atmosphere, those 90s vibes,a serene neighbourhood,

life full of tranquility. Nights that are filled with art and yearning for love. Days filled with sunshine and poetry, lived in the hope for a better tomorrow. The voice that makes me sleepy yet at ease. A voice that comes to my heart and tells me to relax. A voice filled with pain that ironically soothes my wounds.

And this is why I want to live in a world like this if possible. And if not, then I'll make a small world of mine in this big world.

However, if everything else fails like it usually does, I'll put on my headphones and listen to this song.

A song that came to me on windy evening, a song that became my life.