Sexuality.

I have always considered myself very Genderfluid person. Sometimes I'm very fem, sometimes very masc, sometimes both. Sometimes i feel like I'm nothing. No sexual attraction to anyone. I have came to understand that I'm in the umbrella of asexuality. Whenever my friends are talking about their sex life, i always end up thinking why can't i have that attraction. I have always tried to force myself to have sex. In hopes that maybe this time it'll fix me. But I am wrong.

I'm in the spectrum of asexuality. Again sexuality is fluid anything can happen in future.