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One night during my engagement, I was given a sleeping pill, which is illegal and considered rape. But they did. A few months later, I became miserably pregnant and blamed my family for the violence. After 7 months of carrying the two families, they decided to get married, which not only I was not optimistic but I was not completely satisfied because I was very angry because of the wrongdoing that had been done to me.
Needless to say, I committed suicide several times to get rid of this wedding, but I did not succeed. Eventually it was our wedding and I went to Bakht's house (new house). Because my heart was carrying a heavy burden and I could not bear it much, after a few days of my wedding, my husband beat me, as a result of which I gave birth prematurely. I was very upset after the violent birth and I still lost a boy (a male child) a few hours after the birth.
Of course, our house was near the provincial hospital in the center of the province, but this heartbroken family, who had no mercy, did not take me to the hospital. The problems that I experienced in this birth made the burden of my heart heavier. In addition, my husband would not let me go to my father's house, and I had not seen my parents for a long time. I did not have a cell phone and it even prevented me from talking to them. Despite all this oppression, I still endured and treated them well so that I might win my husband's heart after birth to allow me to continue my studies, but I did not hear any positive response from them.
They all had the same thoughts and ideas and considered it unnecessary for a woman to go to school and study. My husband used to go behind the farmer from morning till night and lock the door of our house so that I would not see anyone from my family. I lived the same kind of life for a year, and my husband's noises and beatings always continued.